I would just like to note that, while I was messing around on WordPress, decidedly not writing a blog entry, I happened to notice the following phrase under my “Top Searches” section:

“i have nothing to do in my life”

Fail.

Update: Another fail, I just noticed that I have been blogging (albeit, not very regularly, sue me) for over a year back in September.

How long have YOU been reading?

the one where she will be miserable tomorrow

It’s 5:15 a.m. Just thought you should know. Tomorrow (day THREE in which I work another 12 hour day) is going to be miserable.

shoot. me. now.

Oh, Hi.

I haven’t fallen off of the face of the Earth. Rather, I have been engulfed in that thing called school until last Friday. After which, I was engulfed in this thing called a drunken stupor.

All last week was spent working and studying (never TOO hard, no worries) and it was capped off Friday night by our Tacky Christmas party.  At which I was dressed like a Christmas tree with a glass of champagne that never ended.

Enjoy a pic while I relish in the fact that I have nothing more to do for the next 3 weeks, and I’ll be back soon, I promise.

Please note the lights that I wore, as well as the tinsel. Which, consequently, I found all over my house and myself the next morning. Including, but not limited to, in the refrigerator, my bed, my bra, etc.

going, going i’m gone away

My best friend asked me on the phone earlier about the guys in my life. You know, all the ones that I’ve been dating and seeing. Those guys.

That don’t exactly exist.

I don’t know what it is, but I can say in all honestly that I haven’t met ANYONE that I can see myself dating or ANYTHING more serious.  She then proceeded to say something about how she hopes to be engaged by 27 and knocked up by 30. All in the time line, of course.

And all of a sudden I was cringing at the thought of being tied down, serious, and important in a creating-a-family, people-depending-on-me, permanent kind of way. I want that for myself one day (probably by 30, but hell I’m not putting a timeline on it), but there is SO much that I want for ME right now, that I honestly haven’t LET there be enough room to add a relationship in the mix.

I want to find a job in the city, to support myself and have MY kind of fun and the things I like.  I’m not going to say that I can’t see those plans changing should some white knight in shining armor just swoop in and take over, but this is me we are talking about.

And if I’ve learned anything about ME, its that things don’t always turn out as I plan.

Slightly…

-Giddy, because someone called me “love” three times in the last 24 hours

-Delusional, because I slept for 2.5 hours last night

-Stupid, because I can hardly keep my eyes open and I am blogging instead of studying for the test I have at noon on Tuesday

-Nonchalant, about the grade that I might receive on said test, and probably the grades I will receive from here on out

-Jittery, because I am going on my fifth cup of caffeine…. coffee, coke, and now tea

-Excited, because guess what I’m getting for Christmas?!! An iPHONE!